I think watching Halo: Legends and playing plenty of Halo: Reach might have a lot to do with my more wistful thinking as of recent.
Perhaps too the words of Stephen Hawking when he stated several months ago that it was quite possible for humans to begin deep space travel and colonization within two centuries; should we not manage to kill ourselves off by our endless follies.
Yet, on a more tangible level, I wonder what will happen in the next few years as I finish school, search for a job, and settle into a new career. It bothers me in some sense that I see two scenarios:
The first being that we continue our follies in constantly abusing our only habitable ecosystem through the foolhardy burning of fossil fuels for what we consider indefinitely; not investing in clean technologies; continue to wage wars of conquest and mass murder in the Muslim word; continue to sow the seeds of hate and anger; and continue that headlong sprint to extinction.
The second being that my generation wises up as do the following generations and start to stem the tide of destruction we are visiting upon our planet and our own fellow humans. That we start to move towards emphasizing the importance of education; whether it resides in science, music, art, or literature. Just to name a few. That new steps are taken to protect consumers and the working man. To reach out and help the poor. Work to move against the destructive tendencies we have; to rehabilitate minor offenders to become model citizens instead of just tossing them into a prison with other persons hardened by years of prison sentences and forgetting about them; to rehabilitate our veterans returning from war; eliminating nuclear weapons; eliminating the need to arouse needless suspicions about our fellow human and race headlong into dangerous arms races.
I have no desire to see my children be drafted or volunteer to fight in a war that only leads them to death or suffer crippling wounds both seen and unseen so the wealthiest criminals in the world can continue to gorge on their war profits. I have no desire to see them inherit a world on the brink of environmental catastrophe either.
I'm well aware there are forces of nature that are beyond the scope of human power to prevent; the earthquake and tsunami that devastated the Tohoku region of Japan is just but one example of that power. Near Earth Objects, gamma ray bursts, the big rip, the Yellowstone caldera exploding; all are forces of nature that I and other humans have no control over. There is no malicious or loving or omnipotent "god" out there controlling the events of the world. If there is a god, it would reside in the subatomic level, those particles and subparticles that govern how reality unfolds.
But there is no grand plan. And that's great, because there exists no foretold destiny. We make our own luck. But we are very capable of our own destruction as well as our own triumph.
So what do we want? That hundreds millions of years from now humans have to deal with the crisis of the sun expanding and engulfing the earth or that the Earth is eerily silent before the sun expands into a red giant?
Again, just a floating and dreamy stream of consciousness; based on nothing whatsoever than drifting dreams and ideas.